Tuesday, December 17, 2013

The Madame Lives

I am alone
As always along this journey
I walk the path 
With only myself as company.

There are friends

And members of related blood
Who keep in touch 
When at their own convenience.

I often wonder

What is my true purpose here
I often shed tears
From the frustrations of life.

Their is such a song in my soul

A rhythmic beating of drums and chants
That I cannot play or understandably explain
But I know its there with a vibrance and intensity
Yearning to break free and soar and swirl wide and far reaching

Then fear and doubt set in

The song fastly tucks itself back inside
Disappointment comes and crashes over me like waves
No one seems to notice that the music has stopped
The clouds pass over the warm and bright sun

I am alone

As always along this journey
I walk the path
With only myself as company

I am woman

So weak on bad days
Yet I go strong
I win in the end

It's mine alone

This battle to be happy
To find various ways
That sparks my inspirational ambition

It's mine alone

The judgement from my creator
I am not perfect
But it knows my souls choice

I am woman

So weak on bad days
Yet I go strong
I win in the end

It's mine alone

The success and the failures
Its called my practice
How can I grow without mistakes?

I am woman alone

As always along this journey so weak on my bad days
Yet I go strong I walk the path
With only myself as company I win in the end.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Powerful words ...

Anonymous said...

I love your writing, but id like to see your artwork on here. You are so talented its crazy. In regards to your poem I will call it, hope that's ok, you are a remarkable woman who I only got to know for such a short time yet reading your words makes.me feel as if im reading my own words...the difference is you had the guts to share them with all and I have not and u always inspire me to share not only the hurt or paint, but that there is a light...there is hope and strength. Thank u and please keep writing v. Xo c